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Sunday is today. Great day to sit back and enjoy well maybe not enjoy but deffinately sit back and reminisce. What an eventful week I've had. One that has certainly tested all the resolve in me. As they say, your only as big as the people around you, or only as great as them. Well I've got the most amazing set of people around me. Firstly my girlfriend. I love you gorgeous! Your amazing. To stick with me through everything that has happened not just this past week but the past two years is something im in awe off. I don't think I'm as big a person as you to be able to swallow your pride time and time again purely to see me happy. You never weavering faith in me, that I will succeed in life keeps me going on a day to day basis. Its soo much easier for you to just leave and lead an amazing life with someone. Your educated, gorgeous. Im nothing today. I miss you sooo damn much everyday. Makes me wonder whether I really was that great a guy in my past life to deserve an amazing person like you. I cherish you more then I even cherish myself, which you hate, but its true. I love you

For my mates, and trust me its a very limited and exclusive few, Thank You. The support I've had was wow man! Though I've known you in particular for over 2yrs now, its only been in the past 4 months that we have gotten close. For you to simply bite your tongue and bring me in is something that I would never forget. I'll tell my kids man, that the day your dad was down and out this uncle of yours kept him off the streets. Its emotional man, cus its been such a testing 20yrs. Been on the streets, done it. The fear of going back was huge, I was scared, though I think this facade that I put on all the time that Im a happy go lucky lad is bullshit man. For you to realise that and offer what you have, thank you. Your hospitality has been admirable. May God Bless..

See life isn't all that bad after all hey lads. Though its testing and tough as hell, if you have great people around you, you will pull through. Right now I'm lost as to where lifes taking me. I did great in high school, can go to uni and do pretty much anything I want. Yet I cant go to uni. Thats fustrating. I will make it though. Theres no stopping me. I wont ditch my family, mates, girlfriend or anyone for that matter to achieve success no matter how much of hell I have to encounter. I will make them proud, for they have invested their lifes in me. I do know where I want to head, I have the direction. Its just taking a bit longer then most people to get there. I will though, and then life will truly be a bliss!

Much Love.
Peace